Volvemos a la cargaaa

si chicos, he vuelto y esta vez para quedarme
bueno, se que tendria qu estar estudiando, pero creo que ya es toda una tradicion que me ponga a escribir en mi blog cuando tendria que estar estudiando para los IB...
hmm nose de donde me vendra esa mania.... jajaja
well, so as i was saying. i've just found that i've got a gigantic amount of posts that were never published, and well, after all i think they also deseve their little space on the website :)
i wish i had more time, but right now i'm super busy.
there are a feew things in my "things to do" list.
1- post to bea
2- new post
3- reread the old posts
4-pubish al posts
5- convince mom to get a cat
6- get a cat
7- replenish my candy reservoires
8- update/check my other bloggs
9- catch up with late work

so check out for new posts

Taratachaaannnn!!!

Bueno chicos y chicas.
solo es quiero decir, ke si ke sigo viva, (que aunque muchos lo desearan, no estoy muerta) y que si ke sigo estribiendo, pero que no he tenido tiempo como para post todo lo que he escrito. tambien me quiero disculpara hacia esos fieles seguidores que se meten todos los dias en mi blog, por haber post esto tan tarde.
Ahora estoy muy apurada de tiempo con la graduacion, mallorca y todo eso, asi que no voy a tener tiempo para post it up antes de la graduacion...

HEY HI ASSES!
i think i'm done with the "being sarcastical just to not be rude in order to express my thoughts" side for now. just until i get over with the "wanting to kick someone's ass" feeling. so yes, i was informed that the valedictorian tittle (the one that is given out for good grades on graduation day) was not going not only to go to Pelomochen, BUT (and this a very traumatic but (just as traumatic as seeing M.A's hairy ass)) was also going to be given to Orco-girl!!! as we say in valenciano: Si no vols caldo, dos tasses.
which made me think what kind of retarder staff members does this school have...?
yes fine, the computer is the one that makes the average and therefore the one that chooses the valedictorian and the salutatorian, BUT which/what brilliant mind thought that making orco-girl give a speach IN ENGLISH was going to give a good impression of our level of english, when not even OUR NATIVE ENGLISH teachers understand her when she speaks!!!
how on earth are they going to give a speach of how grateful they are to this school an all that stuff, if they are the two persons that utterly hate it??!!??
what the fuck is going on?? is this all a joke or what??





unfortunatedly i have to post all this really late, coz some people just keep getting in my blog and reading whatever random suff is in it. yes PEOPLE, i know who you are, and i know that you still get in to check, i can even tell you at what time you went in and how long you spent reading it (that visitor's tracker is a courtesy of Bea, (the one who really is smart & intelligent enough to entilttle the salutatorian diploma)), and as long as you stay like now (without making noise, and without barging about how miserable your lives are, hence making our lives miserable) things will be cool for everyone. :D Just because you hate this school and you'd rather burn in hell than love it. there are people like me (and my clasmates) who actually feel proud of being former students. (and will like to enjoy their last official act in it)

she is always a woman to me

so, i was watching the t.v ad. of CALZEDONIA and despite of what many people say (they say that is sexist) i think that it is beautifull. i was listing to the lyrics, when i realized that they are totally true. The lyrics do say how most women are, specially me :) . i am like that and i bet that if you know me you can tell which parts fit with me XD.
i was just amazed that someone could write a song about this, and do it so beautifully. even if you don't like the tune (which i allready foreshadow you won't) i encourage all of you to read the lyrics. ;)It's a beautifull song.

from me, to you; Thank you

This maybe one of my most sincere and wholeheartedly post in this blog. I just have no words to express all my gratitude to you guys. I was planning on writing this entry when school ended, but things never go out as you plan them to do, and I just felt emotionally forced to write this. Yes, I feel honestly honored for having met you all, for having shared with you guys13 years of my life (for others, unfortunately, not so much time :''( ) , 13 years of laughs, of jokes, of fights, of plans, of games, of learning, of unforgettable moments which have inevitably and fortunately turned me into what I am. I'm really glad and eternally thankful for the support that all of you guys have shown to us, but specially the unconditional support that you have shown me. Thank you, In moments like these the saying “When the going gets tough, the though get going” comes to my mind, and it makes me smile. Because I see that we all get tough together like a pineapple (jaja, I literally translated it from Spanish), and we keep on going, together, as a group, as a family. Really, thank you, you have all fulfilled my expectations. No, wait , i'll even go further, you have all surpassed in great measures what I could expect from your behave ;) and for me, that is something invaluable, so again, thank you.
As it is inevitable the fact that EVERYONE is going to know about the existence of this blog, I would like to post two videos which would be the soundtrack of my feelings and hence, this post.






One and for all; THANK YOU

reflections and reflexions

THIMUN 2010,
The Hague International Model Of United Nations is an incredible experience that you would never forget, i recomend everyone to go there and experience it in your own flesh. In thimun you not only debate about up to date topics, you also adquire experience and withen your horizonts. you have the priviledge to be stuck for 1 week with people form all over the world, and this is no hyperbola. i personally have met so many people coming from so many differnt countries, that it would have been impossible to meet them otherwise. i'm really happy to have gone, and really sad that this is my last year... i envy those in 10th grade... they have 3 opportunities to go to THIMUN...
now that is over, as it's allways a tradittion, i reflect everything that happend on the flight back to valencia (spain)
before classifying this trip as a succeed or as a faulier, i have to analyze everything that happened.
it has helped me to understand myself better. i have been tested in several occasions. i have been putten between the wall and the sword, and i have been able to succesfully come out. i have been able to keep my word, even when i was drunk, and i have been able to proove myself that i can push a situation as far as i want without loosing control. i have also learned how possesive people are, possesive and shelfish. and though it causes me great pain and sorrow to recognize that trait in those who i know, it has helped me to better understand those who are like that.
and i am glad to say that i'm nowere closer to be like that kind of people. i have further thought what the solution could be for those people, but the only one is for them to get their own OBJECT to posses. ja! i'm sorry for THE OBJECT. i would definetly not want to be in their place. argh! too much possesion and controll and selfishness makes me sick. for some odd reason i don't know a fragment of my THIMUN opening speach came into my mind; "lets erradicate the cancer form it's seams". which therefore took me to think about the cause of this actitude. my conlcusion was the result of mixing low selfesteem and lack of action cooked with envy and served in a plate of fear and denial. but there is no magical cure for that, except one's own self. i can only hope that experience will make them open their eyes.
but let's focuse angain on myself,
i have decided that my days of randomly snogging any guy (when beeing drunk) are over and out. and i'm glad to have made that decision :). i would like something better for myself. for instance, one of those romantic princes that disney shows... jaja, just kidding. what i really want is someone that actually knows me, and viceversa. i want to be with someone who can be my lover and my friend at the same time. i'm tierd of always going out with players... and never getting anywere. i recently recieved an email from one of the formal players that i "dated".
he recgnized that he had been a player, and that now, reflecting what he had done, he recognized his errors.
i'd wish that life just slowed down... so many things to do and so litle time...